Well I guess this is my explanation to you all. What with everything that is happening to me I don't think hanging around on the internet in general is the most productive way to spend my time.
So I guess this is me saying goodbye.
Maybe just untill I get my head sorted. But probably much much longer.

I have deleted pretty much everything from my gallery and all my journals. I don't quite know why I did that, I just think I need closure. I left you all one picture, Blaze of Glory.

I want to say a big thank you to all my friends here, there are too many to list but you all know who you are.
I think one of the reasons I am off is because I have so many friends, but also many super-nice guys I could never ever be with, I don't think it is doing me any good.

Thank you all for putting up with me